bastard

I'm pissed as hell right now @ my dad. he's such a fucking loser. all we want to do is get the hell out of dodge... or at least my house and the bastard is making it so hard. we're doing this plan, not bankruptcy or anything but it's like some company pays our bills and gets us out of debt so we can get out of here and away from him. well it's gonna take 21 more months.... yeah i'm counting. but fucking dad.... dear old fucking dad is making that near impossible. cuz we can't be spending what money we have on whimsical stuff that's not important. but he freaking switched out the debit cards and that's not good at all. he fucking had mom in tears because it's been overdrafted four dollars. i hate him so much you guys. he's such an awful person. he keeps fucking up and then he tells us he's going to change. and he keeps trying to get a damn relationship back with me and i'm trying to cut all ties with the bastard. i'm so sick of getting hurt for trying an getting hurt and being told to try and try again cuz he's going to change and being let down. it's pathetic and no way to live. he's never going to change. two years can't go by fast enough.