I Declare War

1. List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Never discuss it again.

1. I don't understand you sometimes. I love you more than you know... but it's so confusing. Sometimes i feel like you don't love me. Tell me what you want from me, please! I'm scared i'm going to lose you.
2. IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!! I'M FUCKING RUINED FOR LIFE BECAUSE OF YOU, YOU BASTARD!! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO AND FUCK UP EVVVERYTHING??? HUH? WHAT DID I DO?? HUH? TELL ME!!
3. Who do you think you are? Telling me that i'm ignoring you huh? You think your sooo good... so much better than EVERY bloody one else! Your not!! ok??? Just because your this huge Christian doesn't mean you aren't human ok?? You are worse off than like half of the people i know ok? So get off your fucking high horse and get real ok???
4. I don't want you to leave, I love you and I always have.
5. You really piss me off... your going to send this country to hell in a handbasket. i really really don't like you. the only reason you are where you are is because half of the people who like you are rednecks who don't know their ass from their elbow. So don't think that anyone actually had a decent mind when they elected you ok? You suck and so did your dad.
6. Don't try to tell me your an individual. You look just like that other bleach blonde, tanning-booth-tanned, wonder bra wearing, no brain idiot next to you, ok? So shut up.
7. You think you have problems? Your biggest problem is whether to wear pink or red nail polish ok bitch?
8. Shut up ok? Just shut the hell up? Even though your a girl, grow a pair of balls and a backbone. He loves you ok? Me and the rest of the world is very aware of this ok? So don't think that i'm planning on sneaking him out from under you everytime we have a conversation ok?!
9. I miss you. Your beautiful and funny and smart and awesome and i just miss you so much. And i'm sorry that i never told you all that.
10. Don't try to tell me that it's not what your doing, cuz i know what your doing ok? Don't try and tell me that ok? i'm not dumb.

"Stay Together for the Kids" - Blink 182

It's hard to wake up
When the shades have been pulled shut
This house is haunted
It's so pathetic
It makes no sense at all
I'm ripe with things to say
The words rot and fall away
My stupid poem could fix this home
I'd read it everyday

So here's your holiday
hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night, twenty years
now lost
It's not right

Their anger hurts my ears
Been running strong for seven years
Rather than fix the problems, they never
solve them
It makes no sense at all
I see them everyday
We get along, so why can't they?
If this is what he wants and it's what
she wants
Then why's there so much pain?

So here's your holiday
hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night, twenty years
now lost
It's not right

So here's your holiday
hope you enjoy it this time
You gave it all away
It was mine
So when you're dead and gone
Will you remember this night, twenty years
now lost
It's not right

It's not right
It's not right!
It's not right

I'm pissed as hell right now @ my dad. he's such a fucking loser. all we want to do is get the hell out of dodge... or at least my house and the bastard is making it so hard. we're doing this plan, not bankruptcy or anything but it's like some company pays our bills and gets us out of debt so we can get out of here and away from him. well it's gonna take 21 more months.... yeah i'm counting. but fucking dad.... dear old fucking dad is making that near impossible. cuz we can't be spending what money we have on whimsical stuff that's not important. but he freaking switched out the debit cards and that's not good at all. he fucking had mom in tears because it's been overdrafted four dollars. i hate him so much you guys. he's such an awful person. he keeps fucking up and then he tells us he's going to change. and he keeps trying to get a damn relationship back with me and i'm trying to cut all ties with the bastard. i'm so sick of getting hurt for trying an getting hurt and being told to try and try again cuz he's going to change and being let down. it's pathetic and no way to live. he's never going to change. two years can't go by fast enough.

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How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.

sweet...

In a Past Life...

You Were: An Obese Dancer. Where You Lived: Germany. How You Died: Hung for treason.

I KNEW IT!!! I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT!!!

You are

i'm the color of air in L.A??? WTF????!!! *runs off crying*

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic

Quirky, offbeat, and even a little campy - your life appeals to a select few. But if someone's obsessed with you, look out! Your fans are downright freaky. Your best movie matches: Office Space, Showgirls, The Big Lebowski

oh yeah

Your 1920's Name is:

Sammie Lelia

Who Should Paint You: Andy Warhol

You've got an interested edge that would be reflected in any portrait You don't need any fancy paint techniques to stand out from the crowd!

YESSS!!! ANDY WARHOL ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!!

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Sand Worm Your Superpower is Demonic Your Weakness is 80s Music Your Weapon is Your Force Rusty Your Mode of Transportation is Hang Glider

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